ME being CRAZY

It’s been a long night of fighting with voices in my head. If one of us says something to someone that the others don’t agree on, does that make it a lie? Energetic fields fall into disruption when the ghosts I live with refuse to accept that I am one of them. Lost and forgotten. A psychotic darkness once again fills my head and clouds my mind…this is my struggle to maintain a mask of normalcy. Maintain. Hold back that reality speaks to me. Hold back that the over-system exists. Hold back the flood of information and sounds and voices and thoughts and panic and confusion…hold it all inside…until I die or until we EXPLODE. Maintain.

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